At 3am I just realized and came to grips with a very ugly monster. In order for me to truly do this book I'm will really need to face somethings that I have been avoiding. The death of my best friend, my dad and the people who stole the joy from an innocent boy. I just saw a photo of LaShawn and remembered him. Then I thought about my dad and how I felt when he past. But then my focus draw quickly to the evil people were probable still alive and what are they doing now. Then I thought what would I tell them if I saw them today?